k so- no one like ever comments me anymore so before I update again, I must have at least 30 comments. mmmk thankx
First off I want to say that I am emotionally stressed with everything. So bear with me if I'm a little up tight.
Ahh grades are coming out soon. I shur do hope that my grades are good enof for my parents.
I got pretty much got my whole schdule changed. I dont have 2nd lunch anymore which is when all my friends do. So it sucks. Ugh.
Boys are soo retarted. I am not supposed to be out looking for love am I? Really, what is soo romantic about going out and looking for the love of my life.. nothing. Love is supposed to find me and sweep me off of my feet am I right or am I wrong?
I just want everyone to be happy, I cant stand hurting people, AND I hurt myself in the process in making everyone else happy. Why do I have to be the bad guy. But I do it to myself, so I deserve what I get.
I dont get to go to church/teen camp anymore. Im soo mad, you wouldnt even get it. I have only been to teen camp once and I had the time of my life. I want soo badly to go this summer. But instead I am going on a vacation. Ugh. Im not going to have any fun.
.....everything is sooo confusing.
So this weekend was enjoyable even tho Megan didnt get to spend the whole weekend with me like we planned on. I still has the best time. I went to Lauras house friday night and spent then night. I fell asleep at like 10 which is unusual but I did. lol. We both wanted to go paint.. at this painting place but her mother wouldnt let us. So we just stayed home and hung out until 8 then we went and saw "Fun with Dick and Jane" let me tell you that was the funniest movie in the world. I loved it soo much.
I think Marianne might spend the night tonight, but I'm not shur. I hope so jeeze I miss hanging out with Marianne. I love you mj.
No school tomarrow. And I am soo happy.
Dont forget about my birthday, Its in 18 days. =) [February 6th, 2006]

why do you do what you do to me baby? shakin my confidence, drivin me crazy. you know if i could, i'd do anything for you. please don't ignore me because you know i adore you |